November 30th.

Falling
Collapsing
Disappearing
Overlapping
Everything is ending
and I can't believe I took no notice
to the tremors my earth so willingly bore;

Running
Racing
Turning
Facing
Everything is changing
and I can't believe it took so long and
so much
away from me.

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